Saints
and Sinners
(P. Bamburak)
I can’t believe
That you have the answers for me
You say I’m wrong
You say I’m too blind to see
But I know
I’m a human being
Being alive
Being me
Why should I feel
Guilty for what I say
Or think
I’d want it no other way
Because if your reward is perfection
For Eternity
I’d rather be Free
Free to fall
And lift myself up again
Free to fight
For what I really believe in
It’s not the end of the journey
That holds its special place
It’s the thrill of the chase
Why do we kill
Because you don’t feel like I feel
What could I save you from
If I can’t be sure my answer’s real
Why trade our blood
For what I say belongs to me
It’ll be my grave
What did I save
Time is flowing
There’s a fear to meet one’s own end
Because we need to know
Where our lives are headed
Where there can be no answers becomes the home of Faith
And that’s a dangerous place
They want you to think
The things they think are right
They want you to give
Then you will see the light
But the soldiers of God have done nothing but reap misery
They don’t want freedom
They want conformity
Sin is a lie
Sin is a tool
To manipulate desire to make you feel like a fool
No evil comes from free thought
But that’s what we’re taught
Hell is right here
So is heaven too
It’s what you make of your life
That determines which one you walk through
We have a government that wants to legislate morality
How can this be
If they’re human like me
It’s a chain
Forged from the first moment of your life
As the years go by
The chain grows longer
When something is so deep rooted
It becomes hard to escape
Its power grows stronger
The time is now
To take a stand
And demand
The freedom our country pretends to believe in
We’re no children who must be spoon-fed our whole lives
What my mother believes
What my father believes
Is not mine
What the saints believe
What the sinners believe
Is not mine
 
Holy
Mountain
(P. Bamburak)
So young so frail
Can you hear me
It’s so cold where you lie
Torn from mother’s arms
Can you see me
Where did you fly
And I’m afraid we’ve
lost our why
And I don’t know if it’s right
But a nation’s heart beats that way
To trade a mile for a life
It’s not where we’re
going
Just a thing of the state we’re in
And it’s not worth trying
To find a cause that’s worth the killing
And all the tears won’t
wash away
The visions caught in the mind
Sometimes things turn out that way
Leave the innocent behind
And it’s dark
Hear my voice
Calling to you
Stand up
And rejoice
I’m coming to get you
I’m coming to get you
I’m coming
No more fighting
No more war
No more children to die
No more hunger
No more pain
No more lost in the night
I know what I’m living
for
And I know it’s right
Don’t need a Holy Mountain to know
The answer lies in the mind
No more will I be afraid
No more will I hide
There’s a change coming your way
And it’s before your eyes
 
Change
(P. Bamburak)
The time has come to stand up and shout
Tell the world what it’s all about
Some things in life just can’t rearrange
I think it’s time for a change
Now take a look and tell
me how
You’d change this world here and now
Seems the answer is locked up and caged
I think it’s time to turn the page
Change
Coming your way
Change
I’ve got a better way
Change
Coming your way today
Ooh baby baby it don’t
take much
To turn your hate into love
Love’ll be the power to guide your way
I think it’s time to turn the page
 
Machine
(P. Bamburak)
I can voice no opposition
I am receiving your transmission
I am changing my position
I don’t want a revolution
Your words subjugate your
brothers
You are one above all others
You take our children from their mothers
Strip our flag of all its colors
Can’t get away
Can’t get away
From the machine
I have breathed my last breath
Another life another death
You can have what is left
You’re the match that we have lit
Can’t get away
Can’t get away
From the machine
 
Ugly
Song
(R. Medvedz, P. Bamburak,
J. Gutsick)
I'm gonna go
buy myself an ugly car
And you will drive with me
And we will go real far
And in my ugly car I will go pick you up
And you will drive with me
And we will be happy.
I’m gonna go buy myself an ugly
suit
And I will take out
And get some Chinese food.
And in my ugly suit, I will blend right in
With the ugly food at Ho Chi Mihn’s.
I’m gonna go buy myself some ugly
shoes
Five sizes too big and they will be real loose
And I can strut around in my big wingtips
And you can strut with me in case I trip
I’m gonna go buy myself an ugly
house
And I will share it with an ugly mouse
And the neighbors think that it’s ugly, too
Cause I painted it red, white, and blue
I’m gonna go buy myself an ugly
dog
And we will go out jogging in the ugly fog
With my ugly dog he’ll go fetch a stick
When he brings it back he will do some tricks
I’m gonna go write myself an ugly
song
And I will sing it for you
so you can sing along
About my ugly dog and my ugly shoes
And my ugly house and my ugly suit
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Bloodbath
(R. Medvedz,
P. Bamburak, J. Gutsick)
Hours and hours I spend in pursuit
I’m nothing alone I’ve got to find you
I can’t forget all the things that you said
And the way that you screamed when we found that man dead
At first no one noticed or then so it seemed
Almost made our escape until somebody screamed
It’s the end you said while the wailing woman bled
It’s the end you said we’ve been caught with our hands red
Bloodbath
Fall asleep and bathe for hours
Bloodbath
More relaxing than blood showers
If I could only see I’d see the trouble I’m in
When the body count hits three I see the trouble you’ve been
When the lights come back on I see the pointy fingered man
Accuse me of the horrors now there’s blood on my hands
More than just squeamish
More than simply sick
When I feel you pull the trigger and it makes a soft click
Then my conscience it swells
And my mind it is racing
When someone else yells I start running and running
When I turn a sharp corner you’re right on my heels
And you rant and rave about how good it feels
I stop to catch my breath heard the last words you said
You told me I was naïve before you turned and fled
Then I was left stranded when all this trouble started
Bloodied and dirtied and broken hearted
Hours and hours I spend in pursuit
I’m nothing alone I’ve got to find you
I come across a gun in a dead man’s hand
In a blind dark alley so I grabbed it and ran
I stopped when I heard your footsteps drawing nearer
Now I can’t even think and I’m frozen in fear
When out of the alley a figure arises
Almost pull the trigger till I notice your eyes
It’s the same look you gave me the night we first met
Before it all went wrong
Before it all went red
I doubt your sincerity
when you start to come near me
I point the gun at you but you do not fear me
What can I do torn between love and murder
I point the gun to my head and I pull the trigger
But I hear no gunshot and I feel no release
I run out of the alley yelling let me be
Arrive at my home and run into the shower
So warm and so safe I stay in it for hours
When I finally finished
removing the red
I open the door to find you waiting in bed
It could mean love or it could mean death
Either way I’m released from this terrible mess
After the night had been drained and spent
I woke up alone never saw you again
Now all the memories are haunting me constantly
Asking myself is this what I wanted to be
 
Political
Life
(R. Medvedz)
Walking down Main Street in the dark
Saw a Senator and some girl in the back of a Cadillac
Stopped to talk to some Hasidic Jews
Got home in time to see the Senator on the evening news
Politics has gone to the
birds
It’s all just words stupid words
Talking to a cop under a
stop sign
Said I really couldn’t have stopped in time
Mrs. Jone’s Yugo had a hell of a dent
And she blamed it all on the government
My friend was shot by a
five year old
Fascist landlord keeps the apartment so cold
I don’t know what this country’s coming to
Please take me away from here with you
I can’t take it anymore
It’s time for me to go straight out the door
See Ya
 
The
Way Goes On
(P. Bamburak)
Well time goes by and I’ve grown
Leaves me to wonder where the time has flown
Been on the winning and the losing sides
But I’ve learned from my mistakes
I’ve never compromised
And I’m just the man
For a woman like you
Don’t have to tell you
I’ll show you the things I can do
Don’t ever think that
you’ve done wrong
Cause through you and me the way goes on
The way goes on
The way goes on
The way goes on
The way goes on
I hope when I grow old I
don’t dream about lost days
I hope you and me don’t go our separate ways
Cause I can still love you when I’m old and gray
When you’re having fun the years just slip away
Don’t worry about me
cause I sure know
You look away when the wind blows
So I’m not wasting time
Leaving my love on the side
Cause it’s a natural impulse that can’t be denied
So listen to me now I
speak the truth
Don’t ever let go of the passion of youth
It’ll be your power to guide your way
It’ll keep you strong when you turn the page
When you think that you’re
run through
Open your eyes cause it’s inside of you
A burning fire deep in your heart
A tell-tale sign that sets you apart
 
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Words
(R. Medvedz)
Love is an energy
Time is an agony
Love is a harmony
Time is monotony
I sit and I wait for the
world to turn around
And I hear all the sounds of the people as they shout
I sit and I wait for the world to turn around
And I hear all the sounds of the people as they shout
Love is an energy
Time is an agony
Love is a harmony
Time is monotony
I sit and I wait for the
world to make me cry
And I hear all the sounds of the people as they die
I sit and I wait for the world to make me cry
And I hear all the sounds of the people as they die
Love is and energy
Time is an agony
Love is a harmony
Time is monotony
I sit and I wait for the world to make me laugh
 
Worlds
Apart
(P. Bamburak)
I love you but I can never have you
We’re from two different worlds we can never have our way
I love you but I can never hold you
I can’t understand why it has to be
That our love can’t break through
A wall we can’t see
I can’t understand why I can never touch you
You’re right next
to me but you’re a world away
You’re so close to me and I feel you wish we could run away
I love you but I can never kiss you
We could conquer our fear and just disappear
But I can’t ask you to leave your life behind
But I want you leave
Oh I wish you were mine
I wish you were mine
I need you and I
know you need me
Why did we discover each other to find our lives this way
You fill me to the point of breaking
Why can’t we just be you and me
And not what the world pretends to see
Leave our cultures behind and find the love in our hearts
In our minds
You could never
change her
It would take away her special charm
But she’s gold and you want her
But the softest touch could do the greatest harm
I love you and I
hope you love me
Despite the pain we both feel down inside
I love you and I’d never hurt you
I don’t want you to turn the other way
Because it’s hard not to run away
I just hope that you know
You will always be a part of me
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